// Jan. 9th 2012//

So I want to start a journal just like a friend of mine has, to spill out my thoughts. here we go,

Today was sad my baby sister left back to Santa Cruz. Which left me a boring day. All I did was facebook, tumblr and youtube. then Finally! I saw a post on facebook that one of my friends passed all her classes, meaning grades are up! I was so nervous when i went to check on mines. I PASSED all of my classes i was so relieved. Those classes are finally off my checklist. One step closer to my major! After that, I ended up running a mile. During the day i was talking to my sister about all her wedding plans. Pretty exciting. Found out my baby sister is going to be the maid of honor, it was kinda depressing. All my life, I’ve always helped out my older sister through her hard times, yea she appreciated it but my little sister will always be her best friend.  Oh WELL! Later I talked to my baby sister about the new gym that just opened up right across the street. Pretty cool just sucks that it has to be right next to an Asian store. parking will suck. After that my friend came by to cut my little brothers hair. He got a short fohawk. Few hours later i took him to his friends birthday party. Now home alone…waiting for bf to come.

Random thoughts

Being fat sucks looking at all these beautiful girl being posted up on tumblr. Being an Asian girl and having these expectation to be skinny like import models and coffee shop girl. YUCK! But I school most guys on cars any day =]

I hate the fact that people really don’t really like me they just like my boyfriend and they just put up with me cuz they wanna hang with him. “you wanna be friends with ur homie be nice to the gf.” What also bugs me is that people judge outside the relationship. Just cuz I’m a bitch on the outside to him does not mean I’m like that all the time. There’s his side too… please don’t judge until you walk a mile in their shoes.

I want to cry everyday because of those facts.